I keep going over it in my head. Akin to the whole product of your environment or vice-versa ideal in my head. I wonder if it is in some stretch applicable to me- at least to my solitude.

Am I alone because I am selfish, or am I selfish because I’m all I have?

Does it even matter? Once that cycle has begun is there anything to be done? I try to make myself available to those I care for, but am I ever around in their hour of deepest need?

Maybe this is just some chemical fart in my brain and will pass as they dissipate, but all questions are valid and should be asked. Better sooner than later…

Can you live life without leaving anyone in the dust? Can equal concern be given all?